eNiLedA’s bLog~

Looking back at what I have done for the past year. It started from a sudden invitation to Uncle Lim’s hill by one of my colleague. There was where I officially met him for the first time. It was not a clear meeting as I did not get along with strangers well. To me, every stranger remains as stranger and I would not take the initiative to get to know them. Things change ever since when he slowly approaches me and we became good friends. We spend nights hanging out together for dinner, movie bowling etc.. Life has been quite interesting as I do not have to spend my nights at home, lazing at the sofa in front of the square tv. GSC 1U, GSC Mid Valley, 1U bowling, Cineleisure, Pasta Zanmai, Sakae Sushi, Dragon I, Pavilion KL has always been the places that we use to hang out together. There are so many trips that we went together and we enjoyed each other’s company, I suppose.

When someone treats you really good, you tend to feel appreciated and loved at the same time. He is more than a buddy to me. A person that I can rely on to tell my sorrows, a person that cheers me up when I was down, a person that drives me out and treats me dinner when I am not feeling good. There is so much that has been done for me and I really was thinking, how nice if this will last forever. Things which are not meant to be will not remain as not meant to be. Things that I have all this while is somehow just an illusion that I was too blind to see, too foolish to believe that it will just lead me to the black hole. I wish I just could restart everything again from the beginning and purely take it easily as something that I shall not ponder and always keep waiting. I am just too simple to be true.

It is now over and all I hate that it ended up this way. Now, I am totally lost of what I should do, can you please give me some light? I do hope I can see you again any second sooner and regain the happy go lucky life soon.